Why does life and love have to be so complicating and depressing?

[Jason]

Angel broke up with me.

I wouldn't have done it there anyways.. that's just rude. And I really
really really don't want to do this on the internet either but w/e.. I
guess I have to.. well I don't have to but yeah.. alright here it goes
and I am so sorry..
I think of you as my friend.. my bestfriend.. and that's what we
started out as.. really good friends.. and that's the way I like it.. I
want to be able to come to you with my problems and talk to you about
anything.. and I know that if we continue dating.. I won't ever be able
to just tell you anything.. and nothing would be the same.. and that'd
suck really bad because I care about you so much and you help me a
lot.. you know that one night when I wasn't feeling good and we were
downstairs I was crying because..I knew that I had to do this.. because
I have a different kind of feeling for you.. You are my bestfriend...
But yet here I go and hurt you so badly.. I'm really sorry but yeah.. I
can't go on doing this.. because I don't want to lead you on like
that.. I love you so much as a friend.. and I really thought that I
liked you a lot..But it was because you were so close to me as a friend
that I confused my feelings.. and that's what I did with Adam too but
then I realized that I don't ever want to lose you as one of the best
friends I have so this had to stop.. I really don't want to end up in
some super stupid fight and then never get to speak to you again.. even
though this is what is going to happen.. you probably will hate me..
and that really sucks.. and omg.. I'm really sorry..
--I wish I could have gotten to explain this to you in person because
I'm even confused about it.. I don't know what's going on with me.. I'm
really sorry... Just the whole Tom thing... and I'm not doing this
because of anything you did.. because you know that you did NOTHING
wrong at all.. I even thought that I loved you but then slowly I came
to realize you're my friend and it's gotta stay that way. And I am
definitely not doing this because there is something else.. because if
there was.. then.. you could go ahead and hate me forever .. you'd have
the right to.. I really don't want to send this but I have to.. and
please.. just stay my bestfriend.. because that's really what I've
needed all along and not realized it..

 

[Korittke]

I don't think you should publish letters on a forum. Other than that I'm sorry. Do you think you can be her best friend in the future? I certainly wouldn't be able to continue as best friends but I heard others are.

 

[CerebralChain]

Ou.. That's harsh. Sorry, man ;/

 

[Jason]

Yes, I know I can.

 

[Korittke]

And you will turn off love?

 

[IceDevil9]

Good luck Viz. Don't kill yourself now.

-Frank

 

[Beer $lut]

gg

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[DB]

Beat her into submission.


Sorry, Viz.

 

[Jason]

$lut for once please don't act like an idiot.

Korittke: I still love her, but I will manage.

 

[R[s]T]

was there sumthing to begun with or is it all a scam?

 

[Darkmatter]

gg

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That's really helpful Beer $lut. Allow me to make a suggestion, maybe if you haven't noticed, VizjereiMage is feeling the pain and heavy weight of love being broken. I know how you feel Jason, and I'm so sorry to hear about you and Angel. I'd say there are other females, but you loved her, you can't pick up love by a phonecall, you know. Best thing is to talk to friends, close, trusting friends about this. Crying is essential, you might not like it but you need to do it, trust me. I feel your pain dude, since you're in the same position as me in a way, we can work with it together, just like you stopped me from doing something stupid, I can be here for friendly support for you. Hope this helps Jason, I :heart you.

 

[Korittke]

Korittke: I still love her, but I will manage.

If you have or find like a special trick to either switch off love or 'manage', I wouldn't mind getting the hang of it.

 

[killer900]

This is what the good lord made livejournals for.

 

[Raccoon]

$lut for once please don't act like an idiot.

It means good game Vizjerei. Popular in StarCraft, players use it to signify that their opponent has been defeated, bested, or pwn3d. GG.

 

[DigitalElite]

Hey...from the soounds of it, I don't think it is as bad as your last break-up (hope I don't bring back bad memories). You may have lost a love relationship, but you have gained a best friend, and that can take you as far as anything.

That is my advice, and I am sorry for you man.

 

[Ntrik_]

Jason, well if she wants to break up, theres not much you can do to change her mind

Its good that she's going to stay as your friend tho, god so many ppl breaking up and hatred and etc blah3whshahss

 

[IDefy]

I'm not going to say I know the feeling because I don't take things as you do. As you said on AIM today ****ing sucked for you. It happens all the damn time unexpectedly, this is why I try to stay away from all the drama and retardedness that school brings. It's easier now that i'm in a new place where I can kinda do my own thing. Just wait a while man, you'll find what your looking for someday and if you don't...I give you permission with this post to come beet my ass and say I was wrong.

 

[Jason]

It means good game Vizjerei. Popular in StarCraft, players use it to signify that their opponent has been defeated, bested, or pwn3d. GG.

Shut up, smart ass.

Thanks to everyone.

 

[Darkmatter]

It means good game Vizjerei. Popular in StarCraft, players use it to signify that their opponent has been defeated, bested, or pwn3d. GG.

He owned himself by posting a useless post, that should be warned, he likes to do stuff like that and get away with it. And the fact that he's being a total jackass doesn't help. And YW Jason, rememebr you helped me not make a bad decision that I would regret now, good luck in the future of girls man. <3 Jason.

 

[Jason]

:heart Ryan. :wavey