WHat to do with myself?

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I;m not trying to pull your game down but you've got money on your side... depression at the fact of growing up should be a problem.

I have a "career" but it still sucks. Plus I have no money to get what i want. Paycheck to paycheck.

You need to find something you really like and stick to it if you want life to seem anything worth it.

For different people its different things... I take daily walks to my towns daycare playground but thats me, for you it might be to party.
I can sort of relate to this. Except the creepy playground pedo visits thats kind of sick.

Careers arnt everything, my step dad got through till 30 working behind a bar, he was on not bad money. Plus he was working closely with people, the regulars, friends.. Hes a security guard now with good hours and good pay.

Im stuck in a shit paying dead end job with a boss who's a c**t, work is always about as packed in as possible regardless of whos taking a holiday when, some of the deadlines take the piss, emphasis on shit money and few and far between payrises.

Im faced with having to chase up the college in London to finish my qualifications (the course quidelines seem to change on a daily basis) Shouting down the phone to the receptionist and ReMit managers how they mysteriously lost my coursework and record of what courses im supposed to be put on and telling them to get their fingers out their asses and sort out whats happening.

Point is i think im starting to regret learning a trade. So much f**king about, stress, 3+ years of my life wasted, only to get so little out of it in return. I help out my friend behind the bar and i get a bit of work as a private courier evenings and i earn.. what, triple what my "official" job pays. When i get my own van il earn even more and its nowhere near as stressfull.

If youre really alright for money then i would suggest taking your time, keep looking around to find a job that you really enjoy and feels like it has purpose and whatever else you like. You might even find yourself back at the job where you started.. dont just assume you need a "career" to get somewhere in life.




Sorry for long ass ****ing essay but i thought it had to be said. Seriously though its worth thinking about....
 

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good advice bro...you too drgn..i mean i know...i know trust me.. Its just like how parents totaly deney tha fact there kids are having sex kinda thing....Its the immaturity in me i guess. I mean i probably be broke 1 year after getting the money...i'm a compulsiv buyer i buy shit i don't need and give it to people. I give homeless people money and food all the time.


But we you thin kabout this when your 17-18 its ok but now its like o shit times running out wtf am i gonan do. I seriously am thinking of just going into the milatary the end of this year. Party a few more months get as much in and out as i can then grow up.. :/


boo
 

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good advice bro...you too drgn..i mean i know...i know trust me.. Its just like how parents totaly deney tha fact there kids are having sex kinda thing....Its the immaturity in me i guess. I mean i probably be broke 1 year after getting the money...i'm a compulsiv buyer i buy shit i don't need and give it to people. I give homeless people money and food all the time.


But we you thin kabout this when your 17-18 its ok but now its like o shit times running out wtf am i gonan do. I seriously am thinking of just going into the milatary the end of this year. Party a few more months get as much in and out as i can then grow up.. :/


boo
OR!!!!

you can roll up a blunt... sit down to yourself, look at it then smoke it up, all while thinking... "I can go to college and the party can continue for another 4 years."

Don't miss out on the college parties... I've been to a few thanks to my older bro and they're pretty sweet... Walking in to random people's dorms asking to take a piss. Fall in the hallways and have someone step over you like a log.

But honestly Smoke that blunt i've mentioned and really think about what you won't mind doing, because you will always hate your job.



MAINLY you are a lazy drug tokin no good drain on society, You define your drug abuse and good times based on the fact that "I'm just a youngin livin the life." But then you notice your sleeping more, cramping more, hurting more, hangovers lasting longer. The guy that ****ed my mother to produce me still hasn't given up on partying. And I can honestly say that when he dies no body will care.
I always lump into this if your wondering where my high horse is trottin.
 

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New people new culture....I've worn out everythin there is to offer in east usa. I duno maybe my roommates right. Maybe I should just go fine a g/f get married and settle down o.o. Means I gotta stop being a woman hater then. And i still hate'em. No offense
you can't do that!!!!!!!!!!
if you just go marry the next chick you have feelings for your going to end up misserable in a dead end job, a kid and one on the way, and you wont be able to get out!!! enjoy your life! find something that really suits you. take a passion of yours and turn it into a legit carrer.
getting married is NOT the anwser to lifes problems! you should have yourself settled before you think of bringing someone else into the picture full-time.
this will not help you figure out what your going to do with your life at all. it may just force you into something that doesn't make you happy.

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where the hells my ring?
also this whole military thing.. I don't like the sound of that either. you know you cant smoke there right? knowing you, I don't think that will make you happy either.
Really, I don't think you have any resson to worry much about what going to happen. If you are ahppy with your job right now then dont worry about finding yourself a carrer. everyone takes their own path to happines. some are longer than others, and some mistake a sunny dry path for the way to get to happines.
its good to be young even in old age. you can do that by simply enjoying your life. its once you start trying to make the "right" decsions to "grow up" that your screwed. really man, who cares if you don't know what you want to do untill your 40? you will figure it out sometime. there is no need to rush.
but maybe you should take better care of yourself and cut back just a wee bit on the alchy. that shit can really **** you up... oh and opeis too. :D
 

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Don't get so emotional glowpole.

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remember. suicide isnt the answer.


its the question. yes is the answer ;)


































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i only get emtional when i listen to i tried - bone thugs and harmoney ft akon



that song bums me out....


*puts on mp3 player*
 

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glowypoo go move to New York :p it is very... hmm... lively?

go to school...lol
 

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