Story of my life - debate this

[Beer $lut]

He has manic Depression. He wanted to devote his life to jesus and what not, the priest said dont or something like that. Then stuff happened he started mixing in with the wrong people turned to drugs, starting torturing himself like cutting and burning, and if im not mistaken hes all better now.

 

[aphextwin]

looks like u suicidal jd.... maybe u should stop the drugs and stick to marijuana

 

[Beer $lut]

or maybe do nethier

 

[jd-inflames]

pot was the majority of what i did. i dont guess some of you guys realize that when you do enough of it, it can do bad things to your brain

 

[Beer $lut]

They'll understand some day.

 

[Guest]

Originally posted by jd-inflames
pot was the majority of what i did. i dont guess some of you guys realize that when you do enough of it, it can do bad things to your brain

Trust me, I'd know.

 

[jd-inflames]

well, if you havent dont it enough to think its bad, then you dont.

 

[l33t bunny master]

man i admire a guy like jd who tells us his life story and gets comments back from us. It takes a lot of guts to tell your shitty past to everyone, im just happy to hear your all better now there jd.

 

[jd-inflames]

a lot of people say that its admirable to express such a story...i dont find it to be that big a deal really, even though ive overcome a lot, there is still a chance that i can slip and fall again, and there is always the chance that i may be successfull. my life is nothing compared to many people i know's life...trust me. im just more open about it because it is right on that edge.

 

[ORC-r0x0r-ROC]

Originally posted by speedy_claxton
Your life is suprisingly like mine. Add in my father kicking my ass every other day for doing something that he doesn't 'approve of' which is sometimes telling him i'll take out the trash later... ****er.... Up until a couple weeks ago i would severly slice my wrists. I've been sent to Dominion, a boys mental and suicidal hospital lots of times. They run tests and tests... anywhere from you pissing in a cup to taking blood samples... they pump you full of tranqs and leave you there in rooms. You feel cold and souless. Not a good feeling...

EDIT:

You've obviously never been 'super stoned'... you feel like shit afterwards if you do that. Kinda takes away from the whole affect. Not too mention, you'd have the muchies so bad if you ran out of food you'd probably try eating random things around you.

"I'm kind of confused why some of you peeps cut yourselves? I think its sad and demonstrates that many of you are "spoiled" as well. There you are killing yourselves over a break up etc... but not once did you ever stop to think how good you actually have it. Let's see, what would all of us choose? Starving to death in some third world country because we are so poor that we cannot afford or let alone get our hands on food or a break up with a loved one followed by a few days or at most a weak of dipression and heart ache. Please don't be such pussies..." <--- orginally posted by theyuw in thread: relationships that hurt. I think this is a really good point but instead of breaking up its just lifes problems.....


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[Beer $lut]

People cut them selves because it brings relief to them or atleast thats what i read in a magazine. It said there were these girls who were really frustrated in school and then would go to the bathroom and start cutting them selves with razor blades, and then they would make clubs and share ways to hide it from other people. Then they would carve certain words in it. Like i went to a partial hosptial program and this girl was wearing short shorts, and she had carved the words fat in her upper leg, So i guess it sorta brings relief to them, it may seem weird to us but not to them i guess. Its really scary.

 

[Speedy]

You want to be happy... but you hurt.... You find enjoyment in pain. Therefore you cut yourself. Though some people do it to just get attention... sometimes not in a badway though. Some people go 'Hey look at me i cut myslef talk to me!' whil other, though they don't say it, think cutting themselves will make people want to help them through their depression...

 

[jd-inflames]

oh yeah, and for those of you that didnt believe my story, i took a few pictures of my wrist where those burns were that sent me to the hospital. they are hard to see because they are 3 year old scars, but you can still kinda see em...plus i couldnt get my cameras flash to stop...flashing =/

 

[FlyinScrew]

damn jd your life was bad man i hope it just keeps getting better for you bro

 

[FuLouZero]

All that because you didnt get baptised Oh well without the mutalting of my self after I got baptised same thing but Im climbing back up hill but keep falling =/

 

[jd-inflames]

it was a bit more than that...manic depression is genetic and my family is drowning in it =/