Life in it's hateful existance...

[Demon Child]

Jd, im no counciler nor do i intend for you to take this into consideration. But no don't give up on women. At least it was only 3, i broke up with mine 6 times and here i am back together with her once again. Just look at life, Get a job hell took me some time but it happened. Everything happens for a reason weither it be your gf breaking up with you, or you not getting with this other chick, something good will happen. You still have alot of life ahead of you believe it or not, everyone has one person they will eventually get and spend the rest of their life with, thats why we have to keep trying different women. Not sleeping with them but finding out what love is about that see how things will work.

Your the only one on this forum and alura who have stuck up for me and defended me again'st these assholes here, don't get down, wear a crown. Controlling, wow im a jealous piss hog. I don't like my girl around other guys cause i will go nuts if they touch her (hug). Its with alot of guys and eventually you get used to the fact that she is yours. And if you contol her in a different way, well then why contol them they are the same as us except no penis, pretty and boobs. They should not be contols nor should we. I know maybe you can't change that but maybe its something you can work on. Hey i'm not perfect haha as you noticed, im working on being a better person.

Man come on, no woman is out of any ones league as they put it. You like em? go for them! give it a shot, all they can do is say "No" so what? then try another girl im sure one will say yes. Well my room is spinning for some odd reason so ill ttyl. Feel free to talk to me online about things i talk to haha. Take care and don't get so down. (Holy shit look at the room go)

 

[RoaCh of DisCord]

Woman suck. (except galatia and the singer of kittie).

 

[Jason]

Amy Lee, and the lead singer of Lacuna Coil's nice too.

 

[Renzokuken]

Don't forget Amantis! <3

 

[Darkmatter]

Galatia and Amantis. <3 :heart


Amy Lee, Avril Lavinge, Singer of Kittie, and Julia.

 

[jd-inflames]

She was ****ing Daniel. She was ****ing my best friend...I even talked it over with her and was kissing on her and everything, and I even hugged Daniel...how could I have done that. Do I care less, or do I care more than I thought I did...I told her I wanted her back, but I can't see myself doing it...it's just too hard on me. I can't believe I didn't attack him...I'm so angry, so hurt...I'm controlling myself as much as possible...but I think I have a broken knuckle where I was pounding the concrete as hard as I could to resist hitting him...Life in it's hateful existance is a perfect thread title...but I feel the words agony and misery fit in quite well.

Two more days till Tasha comes home...two more days until I can discover wether or not I want to waste a relationship and persue another, or if she will reject my proposal and I will just continue hurting (not over her...no reason), or if I will pass up even worrying about Tasha. I can't take Tisha anymore, it's killing me...just the thought that my best friend betrayed me with her, that he was inside of her...it makes me sick to my stomach. I want so badly for this to be over.

I know no one believes in me, but I know what's going to happen. It's going to be one of 3 things, and I'm not sure if I will enjoy either. Either I will be really happy and Tisha be miserable, or we both be miserable, or we are both somewhat happy with the grand hopes of improvement. Only time will tell, but I will do something soon, it will be rash and dangerous, and it will stop all of this pain.

Save me...no. It's time to save myself. I won't let this consume me any longer. Someone's going to lose everything they have ever known, and I can tell you now, it's not going to be me.

 

[Darkmatter]

No. It's nopt going to be you. It better not be. Dude, you need to forget about her. It seems isha and Daniel are bringing you down. I know you can't just makr the memories go poof, or the times you had with her erase from your mind, but I do know tihs: I know you can make a decision not to care about either one of them or what they do, so that you don;t get depressed everytime you see them together. So he had sex with her, I know that' got to piss you off. More then i know, but you just need to drop it. Drop her, drop him, drop it all, and wait for Tasha. I hope she says yes, this would be the second time I prayed for her to say yes, so you can be a happy man. No one believes in you? Come on. I beleive in you. If no one else will I will. You can't give up hope. If they are m iserable, who cares. He backstabbed you for her, so if she does him any problems, he had it coming fair and square, and you know it. Fight, save, and live your life JD, you're almost there. A few days will decide one of those three things for you, and I hope It's the first one. Good luck man. And yes, I do believe in you.

 

[jd-inflames]

No worries. JD is finally back to his old self again *cues the evil laughter*

 

[Brandon]

Yay, old Jd is back, girls are nice, but dont bother, they always break your heart and/or make you want to die..ive been threw it..

 

[Darkmatter]

No worries. JD is finally back to his old self again *cues the evil laughter*

Yes! Finally, waiting and spending long nights with you so you didn't do antything payed off. I'm glad you're back. <3 :heart

 

[jd-inflames]

Yeah...they forgot a few little details before they ****ed me over.

1. When I'm not depressed, I'm a lunatic. I leave no stones unturned.
2. They forgot about Tisha's best friend, who happens to have been romantically involved with Daniel. I brought this to Daniels attention, he wasn't very pleased. At this point I don't care, he should have thought about that before hand.

 

[Hot Action Akule]

run them over in a big semi.

 

[Brandon]

i prayed for you JD =) i dident need a perosn i dident know goign to kill him self :/

 

[jd-inflames]

I'm not going to kill myself. My only problem is that Daniel is talking shit...I just wish he would quit being a little bitch about it, if he feels hes man enough to step up to the plate, it will be his blood on my carpet, not mine.

 

[Darkmatter]

We'll, he has it coming to him. He's already ruined someone who cared about him more then Tisha did, Frances probably would have been a much better person for Daniel then Tisha, if you ask me. And Tisha shouldn;t have done anything with your best friend to begin with, and vice versa. But tomarrow's the big day dude. One more day. Everything is revealed tomarrow. Good luck JD, <3 man.

 

[jd-inflames]

I'm going to try and call Tasha on my first break, beings I'm not sure when she will be getting home....

 

[Darkmatter]

Good idea man. Just do me a faovr and take it easy would you?

 

[jd-inflames]

By the time this is all over, I will be happy, and they won't.

 

[Galatia]

As I told you before, JD, they dont even deserve your anger. Ignore them. That's the worst you can do to them.

 

[Darkmatter]

JD has a very insidious way of getting revenge, but I'm glad you are happy now dude. Guess spending my weekend talking to you at long hours of the night somewhat helped?