There is a reason I want an afterlife

[TheApostle]

I will not provide a defense by explaining away other peoples view on the subject. Instead I will provide you information about what I have personally experienced.

My life did not begin at birth but before. Before this life it was nothing happy. Although now after 7 years of being alone I consider it better than this life. Anyhow I have a rather vivid memory of it. And I know for a fact I was alone in that life too. But the setting was incredible. However I did my best to repress these memories because they felt unnatural and would totally distort reality for me so I can't go into much detail. What I can remember is that it was a relaxing place.

I am wonder who or what is it that placed me in that world before birth and why? I have thought that maybe he/she did it so I could have an eternity to think. Of course I knew nothing about this world. But I feel it was conditioning for my mind. Maybe I have a purpose or a duty to fulfill. I am really not sure if I am suppose to seek out a normal life or serve some unknown purpose.

The noise is one thing I remember. I could hear what sounded like construction going on. I remember light and it was near impossible to concentrate on the place. It was like having blurred vision or no peripheral vision.

Here are some things I really am concerned about:
Could the entity that put me in that life before birth be the same one that took me out?
Could the entity that put me in that life before birth be different than the one that took me out?
Could I have forgotten that maybe I wanted to leave but it would mean I would never see that entity again?
Most importantly, is that entity what we call God?

Finally, I will say why I want an afterlife. Because if there is one then that will prove to me that there was a prelife and that I wasn't just psychotic.

 

[Jenny]

This new Voice of God is boring.

 

[Static]

being more true to the name I suppose.

 

[MGCImtR]

Could someone accompany him to the asylum for mentally insane?

 

[TheApostle]

Could someone accompany him to the asylum for mentally insane?

I take medications. Memories stick. If you press this matter further then I will avoid you.

 

[Static]

memories do stick yes,

But you're talking about genetic memory. Which isn't even the case since you weren't birthed by the past lives.


But if reencarnation is the name of the game afterlife is a bit tricky.

Re encarnation gives you the Ideal of the spirit of the person not fading. I'm not a supporter of that theory myself but I suppose it could loop until the end of man. Then....

Also if this is real, you might be having delusions of reality, your subconscious playing tricks on you looping days and weeks of past memories into your present state of mind.

I have been having some rough emotion years and am starting to have instenses where I can't remember if something that happened actually happened or I dreamt it.... its creepy.

 

[RoaCh of DisCord]

I'm not sure how to respond to this thread, other than saying you should be a writer. Seriously, you write quite vividly.

 

[MGCImtR]

I take medications. Memories stick. If you press this matter further then I will avoid you.

I didn't know you suffer from something. I'm not a person who makes fun of people with disease.

 

[AZN_FLEA]

roach can you plz restore my post? ill edit it so im not so insulting.

OT: an afterlife might be good for those who might go to heaven but those going to hell its not very pleasant. and youre talkingabout the beforelife not the afterlife.

 

[concrete_sox]

i cant control the paranoia im scared to die

 

[AZN_FLEA]

we must all die, death will come when it comes

 

[Demon Child]

I'm not sure how to respond to this thread, other than saying you should be a writer. Seriously, you write quite vividly.

I would have to agree with roach on the whole writing subject, felt like I was reading some type of novel.

In terms of your afterlife,
If you really believe you lived a past life maybe surpressing it is a bad idea. If I were you I would want to figure out who or what I was in that past life, maybe a therapist could be of help or someone who can go deep into your thoughts and uncover what you have been surpressing.

we must all die, death will come when it comes

True we are born to die, and as much as people don't want to admit it. It is inevitable, but when we die will always be a mystery no matter what can or will kill us it will always be somehow ironic to what we die to.

 

[AZN_FLEA]

god stop deleting my posts ill edit them or something you douchebag roach.

demon child, dont parrot me.