Well apprently everyone knows about my boo-hoo story bullshite by now..Well half-pds and 10 cases later she calls me up and ask me she wants to see me. Well i was like what the hell. Anyways she talks to me about she realized that what she does was wrong and that she truly realizes how important i am to her. And while i a grateful hat she is i'm still kinda edgy about giving our love one more chance. She said she got caught in acholhol. she 21 and i'm still 20 =/ . But she not hanging with those freinds of her that pretty much took her away form me and we've been talkin pretty much acting like the freinds we used to be. And i am moving out in the begingng of sept which will give us what we both never really had...alone time with each other.
But its just so weird because the entire time i was beggin for her back and she acted so heartless. Well as soon as this fine chick wanted me to go clubbing with her i called my ex=/gf up and pretty much sayed i'm tired of waiting for you and i'm jsut going to let you go. And said my goodbyes. Well she calls me a day later asking if what everything i was saying was true. you know...the i still love you and miss you blah blah blah...but she calls me up and i was with this girl and i told her i'd call her back. Well she got so jealous and left a helliash voicemail about hopin i fuxor her brains out n shit. Listening to her jeoulos was bliss...
But after that she has been calling me everyday talkin about how she wants us to try again and that she wants to marry me. That shocked me. She also said she wanted to try and have another kid when we get out of college. And that shocked the hell out of me hardcore becuz she hates kids. But see i am not looking for week-end pussy. I really want more than jsut a moaning whore. I've been threw the pimp days the partying days ect...but what i want mor ethan anything is someone who loves me back as much as i love them. So while it seems i am falling back with her i'm just nervous and cautios becuz even though i do beelive her about what she said and everything...its when i'm not there and she out drinking thats going to worry me. But i don't care who u r...no matter how drunk you are..you still have the ablilty to say no. Well at leasrt i do... i've drank an enite bottle of yager + pot before and was so ****ing fried and this girl just jumps in my last and starts asking me to **** her and crab so i gently picked her up stumbled into the bedroom threw her on the bed.. turn around and maybe got 3 steps in before passing out in the door way. But the past is the past and i know that we can get threw this becuz the thought of marrying her still makes me smile. Its just how to overcome self-doubt again about somone.
*offtopic Hehe this was jsut plain out funny though. I was a a co-worker house having a few beers playing cards with some freind and this girl who lives there came and and says ," Hey i got my nips peeicred the otherday" and we were like lets see them. So she lifts her top and she had some damn fine lookin tits. We were yelling boobies!! anyways evyer guy was kinda quiet so she started talkin again and said ," Whilei like them i think this left one is infected" and i say "y's that" and she squeezes her tit and puss shoots out and land son the table. IN unison you heard about 5 peckers drop. That was disgusting but i couldn't stop laughing....
But its just so weird because the entire time i was beggin for her back and she acted so heartless. Well as soon as this fine chick wanted me to go clubbing with her i called my ex=/gf up and pretty much sayed i'm tired of waiting for you and i'm jsut going to let you go. And said my goodbyes. Well she calls me a day later asking if what everything i was saying was true. you know...the i still love you and miss you blah blah blah...but she calls me up and i was with this girl and i told her i'd call her back. Well she got so jealous and left a helliash voicemail about hopin i fuxor her brains out n shit. Listening to her jeoulos was bliss...
But after that she has been calling me everyday talkin about how she wants us to try again and that she wants to marry me. That shocked me. She also said she wanted to try and have another kid when we get out of college. And that shocked the hell out of me hardcore becuz she hates kids. But see i am not looking for week-end pussy. I really want more than jsut a moaning whore. I've been threw the pimp days the partying days ect...but what i want mor ethan anything is someone who loves me back as much as i love them. So while it seems i am falling back with her i'm just nervous and cautios becuz even though i do beelive her about what she said and everything...its when i'm not there and she out drinking thats going to worry me. But i don't care who u r...no matter how drunk you are..you still have the ablilty to say no. Well at leasrt i do... i've drank an enite bottle of yager + pot before and was so ****ing fried and this girl just jumps in my last and starts asking me to **** her and crab so i gently picked her up stumbled into the bedroom threw her on the bed.. turn around and maybe got 3 steps in before passing out in the door way. But the past is the past and i know that we can get threw this becuz the thought of marrying her still makes me smile. Its just how to overcome self-doubt again about somone.
*offtopic Hehe this was jsut plain out funny though. I was a a co-worker house having a few beers playing cards with some freind and this girl who lives there came and and says ," Hey i got my nips peeicred the otherday" and we were like lets see them. So she lifts her top and she had some damn fine lookin tits. We were yelling boobies!! anyways evyer guy was kinda quiet so she started talkin again and said ," Whilei like them i think this left one is infected" and i say "y's that" and she squeezes her tit and puss shoots out and land son the table. IN unison you heard about 5 peckers drop. That was disgusting but i couldn't stop laughing....
